So, I've become user or the day, i don't know as how and why that is the case, but i welcome regardless, even begrudgingly. Now, why would I say begrudgingly? The answer is simple, i feel like I'm not worthy of such title, as brief as it is. This may sound like a humble brag, but it is simply true, things I've wanted to do more, interact with fellow creatives on a more constant basis, being able to create as heart desires, contribute into collaborative projects, none of these were put into action. Whether it be college, the tumultuous times I live, my constant self doubt over my work, my laziness, the faux depression i assign myself to, my creativity and wants have been on a downward spiral for almost this entire year, making me feel worse as time passes without any intervention of mine.
With all being said, i hope that in future, near or far, i may get out of this slump and enjoy not only the fruits of only but the joys within this community and the people i know and love and will meet in the future.
May all of you be blessed today, as any other day, and thank you for presence
